Funny you should ask! I’m always ‘working’ on something.
I can’t help it. I know me. If I don’t look at my life and what is going on inside me then how do I hope to change it and grow? What chance have I got if I don’t propel myself further? No one else is going to get me ‘there’. So…. back to the original question… What am I working on these days? I am working on something that sounds so simple but if it was I would have mastered it years ago. It’s to live in a reality where I don’t have to do anything to be validated. I don’t have to try so hard to be loved. I don’t have to be right all the time to be worthy.
Aha…. that last one is pretty tricky, actually. I also don’t have to play myself down to be accepted. I don’t have to pretend that I don’t have something awesome to contribute. I don’t have to act goofy or over friendly when I’m really feeling like hanging back. I don’t have to do anything. I just have to be. I just have to be me. And what I have to offer right now, and where I am in my life, right now, is enough. That is what I’m working on. And you? …………….
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